juz wana talk bout my work patner

i noe her since 2007 lik tat la..
las tym...i rely got money probs...
i rely got probs....but bit private laa..
she rely help me....even v jus noe...
se rely so kind....i rely fel so thankful 2 her...
sh bit childish...but so kind n gud..
siyesly,i nvr met sum1 lik tat....
den at 2009,i start work v her....
been 2yers n mre v work 2gther.....
so sdd she left dis job....
noe wat,i fel bit upset,
jus bcos i nid her help me....
if not,i siyesly cnt mke it alone....
myb im selfish!!ya!!!im de vely sefish!!
im de vely bad pesonnn!!!!
yaaa!!!!!
i mke her rely de angry 2day....
y????cos i dun wan her leve here.....
i selfish!!!!im de bad!!
she reyl so gud 2 be my pwen....
but y i dne all dis!!!
y so bad???
Y........????
she rely dne all de best......she rely de gud pwen 4 me.....
y i wana dne all dis....
i rely hate myself so much...
y i so bad????
i rely not much mud....sory...
ope evryting wil b bter 2mor....
aaarrrrgggggggggHHHHHHHH!!!!!